Tag: #bloglikecrazy
How Does This Make You Feel?
Some days I’m the most powerful woman on the planet. Music often fuels that fire. I fell in love with this song the moment I first heard it in SOL Dance Experience. It said everything I felt. Turn off the lights, turn up the sound, hit PLAY and close your eyes. How does it make you feel?
What’s Your Story?
If your life were made into a movie TODAY, what would your story be? Not where you hope it will be in five or ten years, not coulda shoulda wouldas, but right this second. My condensed version would go a little like this:
ADORABLE, precocious tow-headed girl who loves to get into mischief, read her grandpa’s cards while he’s playing poker, makes cakes in her Easy Bake Oven and go to rummage sales with her grandmother every Saturday. The little girl leaves her mother’s family while still young and becomes a stellar student after moving to her father’s in Alabama. Her precociousness continues well into the teen years, where all she does is listen to music, fall in love with boys, talk on the phone, call into the radio to win contests, and play trumpet while also trying out for every auxiliary position in the band. Upon graduation, she leaves the nest for college and later meets a man whom she will marry. They live a simple, happy life for a while until she realizes she’s still got some growing to do and sheds her cocoon as a beautiful butterfly. Sadly, she and the man must part, but it is amicable and full of love. She then ventures away from home to Virginia where love waits for her. She makes friends everywhere she goes, but the friends she made in Alabama when married and the friends she meets in Virginia prove to be the most vital in her short life so far. They remain steadfast no matter what storms come and help her through may tough times. She returns home to Alabama to be near family when she meets a goofball who makes her laugh and holds her hand in public. She snatches him up and doesn’t let him go. That’s where her superficial story ends…..
What you don’t see are her struggles with abandonment, body image, eating disorders, self-esteem, and the need for attention.
What you also don’t physically see are the scars from battles she’s won. She is beautiful – inside and out – and wins the war with the enemy everyday. She is happy, generous, caring, simple, loving, nurturing, supportive, and has a laugh that could fill a cathedral (she’s loud, ya’all!).
No matter what you think of her (good or bad), she’s making it; she’s living life to the fullest and doing it her way. She’s not apologizing for the way she feels, and she’s shouting from the rooftops that SHE IS AWESOME. She’s also telling the world that YOU ARE AWESOME. She wants to hear your story. She wants to share your story. What is your story? Let’s shout it together!
30 Things I Love Right Now for #BlogLikeCrazy
1. Zyp 2. My deeply-discounted, only-way-I-could-afford-it new Kate Spade bag 3. Totally Stress Free playlist on Spotify 4. The Geography of You and Me 5. Sassyfras Strawberry tea from Piper & Leaf 6. The Abbey 7. #bloglikecrazy 8. Gilmore Girls on Netflix 9. The way my husband’s new beard oil smells 10. Handwritten letters & cards 11. This weather. My favorite time of year…bundle weather 12. Nathaniel Rateliff & the Night Sweats 13. Beautiful Bodies of Birmingham 14. Being quiet, calm, & still 15. My therapist 16. My mother 17. Playing in the rain 18. Magic moments 19. Stone porches 20. Church bells ringing 21. Fruity pebble fall leaves 22. Seeing my friends’ success 23. Spending time with horses 24. Rain 25. Riding with the top down on my car 26. Finding cozy nooks in Birmingham 27. Watching my friends on Periscope 28. Thinking 29. Praying. 30. Loving
A Note to My Husband
Thank you. Thank you for being there when I cry for no good reason at dinner. Thank you for holding me as I recount the emotional session I had that day in therapy. Thank you for offering to cook when you can tell through text messages that the day has given me all I can take. You are an angel sent from above. You hug me in my darkest hours and wipe thousands of tears away. You celebrate all my victories with the excitement of winning the lottery whether it’s finding a lost shoe or finishing a 5k. You support everything I do and hold my hand when I’m unsure about it. But most of all you listen. You listen to me go on and on about friends I miss, relationships that have soured, body issues I deal with, demons that battle inside me. You are the greatest listener. Thank you for being you. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for helping me love myself even more. You are my hero.